Someday I'm gonna dance with those LION!

This is a motivation, ya'll big LION watch out, 神風 is coming! hell yea!

2012, Must HAVE SHIT's!

A lot of time I had been wanting to say this-this,argh, I WANT!

1. More time ( like it even possible la? ha! )
2. More Money (kaching, donate some to me pli$$? )

alright alright! betul2 la, hahaha!

1. Good Health
2. Good Wealth
3. Good Life
4. All of the GOOD Goodies.
5. Canon 5D Mark II
6. 24-70 & 70-200 & 8mm Fish Eye 2.8/f
7. Canon Flash Set.
8. New Ride, a Canondale perhaps?
9. Mac Book Pro 17'
10. 6 PACK!
11. Samsung Galaxy Note or SE Xperia Arc S
12. 3.7 CGPA! (hell yeah!)

This is the list, for now, a lot more to be add in from time to time! =))

20.11.2011 The Mileage!

Looking back prior to today, I think I had not done much with my life... I just plainly and stupidly walk through one after another of stupid disappointment? I mean, How dumb can one be to just let all opportunity slip away and yet just wait for thing to be better yet just sit there for things to get better?

So far the year had been so kind to me, but there is a lot of pretty good chances that I missed that wont come back, argh, just plainly stupid!!!

I don't wanna sit back at a corner and one day in some future and wonder what IF I had do this and that in the past that change my life now? DAMN that would be bloody too late! I can't do that, do now, no regret, there is no chance left to be fuck up. Either be it or be gone! Fuck! I gotta be better, better than now, better than ever! Live life a Legend not looser!

" Be the Legend that people will always remember, Be the story that people will forever tell "

I can't screw up, not now, not ever, buck up, life is a bumpy ride, but there is no such things as free lunch, neither do there is such things as DEAD END!

See me homes, I can and I will do BETTER! God Bless, 神風 is back, better and more awesome! ;D

Carpe Diem

after exam,all shit come around!

just before my final paper for 1st sem final, tummy is struct by a intense ache! but it recover abit just before exam, but hell,get worst after it,luckily,after 2 days it seems that all the dark cloud is slowly passing by,leaving the sun shining brightly,hope it will be better after I have ma beauty sleep! =)

of yess, talk about my previous post, the project redefine is a major upgrade in me,my self and my photography side! stay tune,alot more to come shortly!


i repeat,stay tune!!! =p

-carpe_diem-

coming sibeh soon!

Project 神風 - redefine -

exam coming!

shiat,belum study ley~~ 20th sept exam d lurh,jiao! >.

bran,study2! ;D

huat argh!

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I MISS U! T_T

cold

i think not many pass by my blog now, but still,gonna write it anyway, just gotta spend sometime crap-ing! Too wu liao ad!

I don't know why, the feeling comes so suddenly yet, you cant just walk up and justified or just say what is in your mind, you know, the kind of feeling, when or if you say it, the reaction is either awkward or full of happiness. I think in my case, it gonna be awkward then... "dont ask y!"

I think m just gonna wait then, let fate decide,but hor, Dumb betul lorh, nvr tel how to expect result eh? x_x!

haiz... I just dont know! feel dumb, this is something way back,now it comes again, this side of management is totally fail... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! what to do,what to do? To wait,or to tell? or just forget it? 

"sometimes you gotta let your heart out, it might get broken,but it's how you know you have one" Mr Popper Penguin.


argh,daym!

so far-

so far,sangat jauh... ='( 

why my midterm holiday so far... I want cuti mah... sibeh unfair... >.<"

but still, never mind al of thy stuff, need to finish all the ass-ignment 1st,then I can holiday crazily! ;D

now everybody is busy with their uni stuff,well guys,macha,bro,ladies,lang lui,chio bu,chabor and etc... Good luck for each and everyone of you for your future, all the best for everything! Got time remember come back visit me ok? ='( after all these while we're in the same neighbourhood,now is time you'll spread your "old" wings and FLY HIGH! =p so,fly high,and remember to learn how to do landing yea! xD

so,when you'll wanna do farewell? 

carpe_diem

God Bless

I can feel it!

i can feel it,i can feel it,wait,what is the thing m feeling eh?

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(tadah....)

I can feel the heat! =p

with midterm on the run and final soon,daym,i feel so damn nervous! *basket,y my f6 takda this feeling mia? *

With the assignment piling up with the dateline around the very short corner, sibeh kan cheong argh! Study-study! =')

Everybody, huat argh! Must kayao okay?!

carpe_diem

God Bless

Lazy overload!

some,some what,someone,something,someshit?

Nah,I need a adrenaline rush! I think m getting lazier each day, class mon-friday make me lazy!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Let's ride, tomorrow ride gonna be bombastic!

carpe_diem

God Bless

Can you?

can you just pretend that

you don't see me looking at ya'

so that I can keep on

looking at you. ;D

carpe_diem

God Bless.

what it feels like?

well,it kind of tickle you,make you sweat,and damn-ly it really make u spin!

That is how I face my 1st math quiz this morning, it just make me sweat! but worry not,

tutorial do help me alot! :D

for the 1st time in my life, I feel so happy after a MATHEMATICS exam! looks like I do change! hahaha.

Still got more to come,so,good luck to me, any anyone who needed luck. =p

- carpe _ diem -

God Bless

I get the memo,NOW!

hello blog! long time we didn't meet up,sorry to abundant you like this,you deserve better! (but still, I'm your owner,so suck it up!!!) xD

It had been 4 weeks now since I started my life as a uni student. It doesn't seems like it happening, somehow you gotta know how to do your shit there,no 1 bother. Well,orientation is the suck-es thing that ever happen and when you don't participate,you don't know shit! But,it's the last time I ever need 1! =D

So just chill,all gonna work out,you always find a way to go through this shit,this time is no different! god bless me!

Another thing is, just that I realize,I should not had taken too far,well,that is what "I get the memo now" all about. You deserve better,and you will. All this while is all me,and this is gotta stop,m gonna keep moving forward,nothing gonna stop me now! I need to be better and I will be better!

- carpe _ diem -

God Bless

update!

wow,after so long,i just scroll over my profile just to check,when I post the status,

riding is a passion I found back! =) on 3/3/2011! and today is 10/5/2011! hehe,long time eh! and more to come! Passion is something that ignite in you,and as long as you still breathing,it will always be there! =)

so,back to yesterday,nothing much actually,I spend my morning sleeping till noon as my leg pain return! ='( so,take my monday off from cycling. And it pretty much the same routine with the other day. When the clock struck 4.50pm, I hurry my self to get ready as the weather nowadays is supa-dupa hot! done bathing,cloth selecting and the last part,take me awhile,that is [drum roll] to set my hair! Seldom set my hair these days as m gonna keep it long before styling it again. So, it take more that usual just to set my hair as it's longer than before. =p

After m set and ready to move,my driver of the day aka today [10.05.2011 b'day boy] PETE! reach my home to fetch me to MP. Reach my,we didn't just walked to shibaraku. but instead,we leisure walk to the gift store,looking for some gift for our b'day gal... dang,dang,dang... KeYing ! =) Hepi B'day!

Enter shibaraku,eat,eat and eat until full! Then the ladies,getting their camera out for... cam-whore-ing session! Sana snap,sini snap! And I do snap some of it,some other candid moment. But most of the time,I had indulged my self to food,so,no photo! xD

After Hours of eating and cam-whore-ing,we decided to head our own way,aka home! Group Photo as remembrance snapped infront of the shop before we leave.

Well, I didn't just leave and head home,PETE drop me at TnT for yum cha session with Ivan + Sharon and Randy! Well,m there hardly 30 minute before they call it a day. 30min,time is just can't compare to the gossip we had to tell,so,we move or ass to Taj Mamak Stall! my 3rd restaurant for the day. Ivan and randy actually order the same food and drinks! Roti Tampal with Teh Tarik! and me,tosei with milo panas! Eat,eat,eat,talk,talk,talk,laugh,laugh,laugh! Time just envy us so much,and it's 11pm,Ivan gotta get home,so he left. But he cleared the bill before he got home,thanks bro! Left me and randy,talk,talk and talk some more! Talk bout the iPhone,well,iPhone 4 or bb touch 9900! daym the dilemma!

Alright,enough with the crap! I need some sleep! =p

okay,once again,hepi bday to KeYing and PETE ! Have a bless b'day,God Bless both of you! =)

-carpe_diem-

God Bless

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-carpe_diem-

God Bless.

Every day is worth Looking forward to =)

well,you know what I mean by the title up there. Life is just so colorful when you wake up,doing what you feel like doing and,there is no SCHOOL! Enjoy,laziness is a DOPE,and DRAMA[ing] too.

Life is good,and this is LIVING,cycling have give me the satisfaction that none of the sport that I previously join had given me. Each hill that you conquer,the feeling can't be describe,just to damn awesome!

So,have you feel 60km on one day road ride? I did it! =D

My definition of cycling, "the more excruciating the pain gets,then I know I'm pushing to the limits!"

And alot more is coming,stay tune everyone. =)

-carpe_diem-

Vaya Con Dios.

Lucky. =D

been riding these few days,like the usual day,the ride today is more to schedule ride around the track. Like normal rode few round. Everything was fine until m almost at the few hundred meters from home,was ready to cross the road,like usual,change to lighter gear for more speed to cross. Suddenly,the gear snap,and the chain jammed between the cogset and the bicycle frame,damn it,almost,nearly to definitely fall dawn, luckily my reflection is like a cat,the leg just jump out from the bicycle,just about to steady my self,a car nearly bang me,== drove so near~~

didn't catch the car registration no. though. ~~'

Disappointing,kek sim-ing and sibeh Du lan-ing! I get my shit together, fix the chain and I gotta tel you,it doesn't seems easy as 2 and a half years ago. Fixing the chain take me a good few minutes!

Then all seems to be okay,I sat on the bicycle,and took off. Phew,lucky m still alive with no any kind of pain. Thank GOD!

Well,once a rider,always a rider. You'll never stop riding! Just gotta tel y'll though,all rider and cyclist out there,burn rubber not your soul! Happy riding!

God Bless

-carpe_diem-

stisfied,for now! =p

guess what, I ride around the course Dad and I agreed on, it's around 5km( + - ) a round. Well,u ride alone,the course just seems far,but I keep u pushing the limit! After around 3 round,m exhausted and tired as hell! So I reached home,open the gate and decide to call it a day,my bro ask for another round! Saying that the distance I ride wasn't enough. Well,m always up to the challenge!

Went to patronas,to pump in the some air into the tire. =p and so we went off,a round to the SK-II into the village and back to the house. My 4th round yeah! Ain't that bad, the enthusiasm is overwhelmed inside me! And just about time,dad is home,and there goes,my ride to The Bear Hill. From Taman Jati,we proceed to MLK Baru,passes by Toast and Toast,saw Aaron San there! hehe! Then a cruise by the river to Bear Hill. Have to stop half way though,my leg kind of cramp. T_T' But it get back on track ASAP! haha. So continue the ride,till back home. Last ride,almost 10km! My accumulated ride for today is around 30km! yeeha! no pain no gain,my arse like burning!

The feel I have now, AWESOME! I want more,longer,further ride! yeah,I can do better! =p

oh ya,almost forget,for ALL 2010 SPM candidate,good luck for your result late! God Bless! =)

God Bless

-carpe_diem-

The Passion.

Hey ya folks out there,been awhile since I saw all of my brothers and my sisters. Well,hope y'all doing great. =)

5 days after my previous post,it takes times to write,ain't it? write ain't the bit of the prob,is the reason behind every entry. m just crapping,bare with me.=p Not so much things that happened that I wanna update today, well,it's 3 month of 2011 now,not much of a progress. M still at home, with tones of ample time to spend,m still the same,just that my contact to the outside world,have been,sort of lost it track these days,all people now have their jobs,things to be done and all sort. Well jobs and all,health is above all,do take care me fellow mates.

How times fly,how passion drop by,y'all know,I had been writing entry about bicycle,yeah,damn straight,bicycle! M now on the catch up phase,riding 10-15km each session now,to get the feel before I join the rest of the crew,for a long distance ride through out our beautiful city,Malacca. But my butt still hurt,the muscle didn't use to get this type of hard work,well,so far not much of exercise I been doing, only on treadmill. Which didn't actually burn the fats I had on. I gotta try harder,ride faster,be better! Now,there is the goal! =)

Now that cycling is part of me,my passion. One of my greatest passion after photography. With my schedule now having pretty much of empty slots,m gonna ride further. Riding is a passion,satisfaction! You ride,push your self to the limit,despite the pain,the leg feel like giving up,the road still long,and you're almost out of air,you just keep pushing,to the limit,until the very end to the destination,all you feel is the satisfaction! Well,nothing is easy at 1st,there is 1st time in everything,and you just gonna do it! =p

My passion,my life is awesome!
I love my LIFE and I love my attitude!

God Bless.

-carpe_diem-

i DK- W_at T_e F_ck H_ppe_ed!

the fuck,what the damn time is it! I still cant close my eyes and go to sleep,DAMN! The damn insomnia is back again,this time,milk therapy dun work,at all! How the heck m I going go sleep.

My plan to cycle is ruin,damn it! now already 4.14am. I wonder how m I going to wake up later!
F insomnia,F u! argh!

FUCK!!!

1 week.

After quarantine my self for almost 10 days at home,not much of contact except I spend my friday and saturday doing wedding photoshoot, I actully feel much better. Fever+flu+sore throat,daym,it like sucking your life out of it!

Since I have been indoor so long, m gonna go for a ride on ma dad polygon with my bro with his merida. =p ya know,riding bicycle is a good form of exercise,which I left almost 2 years now,getting back the momentum is a hard work though! But every thing have a 1st time right? (sort of) xD
So going for a morning ride tomorrow. Let y'all know how it feel. I seriously dun want to get ma ass cramp,like few weeks back! Get me a week to set my leg straight! And da ballz,pain terribly, unexplainable!

Let see what happen tomorrow eh! =p

And Guys,pls have your hand together,and pray for JAPAN,and other effected areas,God Bless their SPEEDY RECOVERY.

God Bless.

-carpe_diem-

My GOD!

I was working when the News about Japan been hit by 8.9-magnitude earthquake and triggered a massive tsunami along Japan's north-eastern coastline. My God,if there anything that we could do to help,I wish I could. Now only our prayer we can offer them.

God bless Japan,may they revive from the disaster that hit them.

='(

God Bless Japan.

-carpe_diem-

I need A Doctor

dun worry,m not gonna lost my mind or something,I had been sick for couple of days now,daym,I hate being sick,all you can do is sleep! Fcuk sleep,I actually watch drama after taking my med,aka panadol soluble! If things don't improve by tomorrow,m gonna need to see a doc,real doc.

And all things I hate bout being sick,not that your activity are limited or some shit,those memories come rushing in! How about it eh. Dun wanna say it,not worth mentioning at all. Just take care your self out there fellas.

Wish me,pray for me to recover fast. I need to work on this saturday.

God Bless.

-carpe_diem-

not a good one.

Looked at the title,you'll sure be wondering what is not a good one. Let me tell ya,how I get from just a cup of tea to a *not quite* visit to hospital.

Was yum cha-ing with my fellows juniors at mamak stall. Drink and talk,and drink and talk cock.

Until I kind of lose track of time,then there is a phone call asking for my 'driver of the day' to be home. He went back home,and fetching another buddy of mine to get his car. Of all the time there, I can't just sat there and look at 'angry bird' that whole 20min,I decided to cal Don,hopefully he is at home to come out minum. Call take ages to be answer,yet,he did answer my call,but the line kinda suck though,kind of guessing what he were saying,but one word do poke me back to my fullest attention. And that words is, *come on,guess la!* HOSPITAL. I stun awhile,not like m on drug or something,I was shock,who on earth landed in hospital ?

M still stun,thinking of who might landed in hospital! With no further ado,a face struck my brain. He is brother of Don,Nesh. 4 years ago,he broke both his leg in an road accident,life wasn't easy after that,but his will never stop him from doing his best in life. And just recently,about 2 weeks ago,after long recovering from the broken bones,his bones was put to a test. A box of tools fall down,out of no where and knock his right leg, straight to the broken spot! Now,see him back to the same place 4 years ago,really sank my heart to the bottom. I hope he is doing fine,gonna find time off to visit him tomorrow at the hospital.

Heal Fast me brother!

God Bless.

awhile

who cares what happened,most important is your self.
it doesn't matter people judging you,the only things that matters is your self.
it doesn't matter how you fall,it's how you get back up.

I spend alot of ME time lately,thinking of what m gonna do next. Law school? I don't think very much. Thinking part is way gone long-long time ago,m thinking of Law school way before my PMR.
Now,few month time ahead,m goin to go to Law school. Falling part do get deep inside of me. I stumble during PMR,fall during spm,shock in stpm. Although it's adequate to get me into Law school,the impact of not doing better come over and over again. I tried to prove,but overconfident get me way down low. I though I'll,but too much of slacking,put me back to ZERO. Yet again,I see hope up front,this is it,THE GAME MUST GO ON!

LAW SCHOOL,see ya soon! =p

I once heard,"trying wasn't enough when you keep failing"

I gotta tel ya,"if I'm brave and strong enough to keep trying despite failing,someday I will succeed!

till then,
-carpe_diem-

God Bless.

ouch...

maybe that is me that have vast imagination. I wonder around in dream much than reality I guess. For whatever reason it's,I know somehow deep inside me,you still there and I can't help but keep thinking of u. For what it's,thanks for appearing in my DREAM. I guess I must be really miss u. =)

-carpe_diem-

God Bless.

almost here.

all right,I think I need to say this,"WTF"!

sorry,I'm just being me. Just before you,yeah,you,stop looking to the other side! Started to be a gold label day dreamer,I just so,so very *not very really* scare about result coming out in 8 days as rumors spread. I know how I perform in exam,I'll just pray that result come out better. I hope so,I really do! ='(

okay then,exam result coming out,can't do much except pray for a better result. Coming back to cny,today is 11th day of the lunar new year. Didn't go out much actually,spend whole 1st day of CNY at home,waiting for guest to come. 2nd day with more times spend at grandma house,then to some relative house. Talk la,eat la,and talk and eat sumore,and then some pic. =p *picture currently under process,comp kinda slow without it power spec aka graphic card. Then 3rd cny to relative and friends house. Other day,i spend alot of time catching up with DRAMA[S].

Now i do sleep at 4-5am in the morning. And m truly sorry ya,Ke ying, I over slept,forget to go ur hse pai nian ad,haha,eh wait,ang pau for me,got reserve 1 mah? =D Got time go yum cha yea. =)

I think m gonna stop typing and heading to me room,layan Good Fellas! chow peeps!

Carpe_diem

God Bless.

so-fast

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!

is time flying on a jet plane,or it's just me? it's already 1st of February. maybe keeping in time for house cleaning and deco of the house make me loose track of time. I just left 1 more thing in list,sneakers! Well,got an eye on some nike leather cortez! =p

busy,busy punya la bz,some area in my neighboring area are being hunted by rising water, up-to-date intel update me that some of the low rise area already being flooded. OMG! how come,after month long of preparation for CNY,come the flood,may God help those affected. God Bless.

well,let those local authority people help those affected by the rising flood,may God keep them safe.

God Bless.

oh CNY.

CNY is almost here again,for the year 2011 with another 8 day to go. Can't wait,m just too excited about collecting the symbolic tradition of "ang pau" or Red Packet. yeeha,party time. xD

Well.this year,I decided to have what I do on the CNY to be capture via motion and still camera. As a memory. It's been a long-long time since I want to do it,but didn't see the right opportunity until recently. So,have your anticipation and excitement grow,you are about to be amaze by my vid,stay tune. =p

Kemas-kemas,buy-buy,party-party,drink-drink,angpau-angpau. So many things in mind for the celebration of the year. =p

Counting down to CNY_ 8 day to go. ^^

aye aye,bed time. chows.

-Carpe_diem-

God Bless.

someday...

I wasn't sure what to write about,wisdom had come ushered in my brain,then I decide to sit down,in the middle of the crowd in some cafe in town to be fondle back into memory lane. I wasn't sure what I was doing after some chill and cold drink I had before,but just the past come back in,what I was trying to do,trying to be and trying to prove. It just doesn't matter now.

Things that I had in mind,last time,and compare to present, what,where or who might things gone wrong. There is no longer the needs to think nor bother to look back on those days,where dream are dreamed and now vanish. Regretting,is just another form of mistake,and I don't want past come and hunt me,who I'm today. I just wanna let past,be past,live the present and expecting the thrill of what coming up next with a bang!

After swelling in memories,with piles of question I wanna ask,suddenly I just decided to stop thinking,stop asking,stop bothering about the past. "why" is not a question I wanna ask,nor you or anyone. I just wanna stop. People don't look for you because they don't need you no more. Then what,you gonna sit there and play question in your head like a record? I just decide to forget and move on.

Maybe once awhile m gonna ask how you had been,how is life going on?

Just take care of your self,and be good,you're old enough to make your own decision. Do what is good for your self,family and people around you,because,out of those people out there,there is more do care about you. =)

*if you do read this,just,keep it with you. =)

- Carpe_diem -

God Bless

1st.

wandering when m gonna update me blog,well,it's today of course,17 day after 2010. xD
aloha 2011,well,within this shot period of 17 day,alot had happened,alot have change,alot had improve,it won't be enough memory to remember it all,nor the time to write down here.

There is pro and cons this year so far,and there is things I decide to stay aside too, I just hope anything that happened,will never affected our brotherhood. You know who I mean,no names needed here,bro and the other things just don't mix,do your shit right.

Well,I engage in gym activities,despite the hardship of tiredness and the old habit die hard thing,I still try to do the routine,so much to kiam pui eh. =D *dun tell,pls. haha*
Just wanna look good before in enter uni later june. hehe,afterall,2011 is a new year rite?

wish all readers a awesome year ahead,will try to update as much as possible,if time permit me to do so. =)

Carpe_dieM

God_Bless


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