I wasn't sure what to write about,wisdom had come ushered in my brain,then I decide to sit down,in the middle of the crowd in some cafe in town to be fondle back into memory lane. I wasn't sure what I was doing after some chill and cold drink I had before,but just the past come back in,what I was trying to do,trying to be and trying to prove. It just doesn't matter now.
Things that I had in mind,last time,and compare to present, what,where or who might things gone wrong. There is no longer the needs to think nor bother to look back on those days,where dream are dreamed and now vanish. Regretting,is just another form of mistake,and I don't want past come and hunt me,who I'm today. I just wanna let past,be past,live the present and expecting the thrill of what coming up next with a bang!
After swelling in memories,with piles of question I wanna ask,suddenly I just decided to stop thinking,stop asking,stop bothering about the past. "why" is not a question I wanna ask,nor you or anyone. I just wanna stop. People don't look for you because they don't need you no more. Then what,you gonna sit there and play question in your head like a record? I just decide to forget and move on.
Maybe once awhile m gonna ask how you had been,how is life going on?
Just take care of your self,and be good,you're old enough to make your own decision. Do what is good for your self,family and people around you,because,out of those people out there,there is more do care about you. =)
*if you do read this,just,keep it with you. =)
- Carpe_diem -
God Bless