This time,I'm looking back,real back,to the date 1th Jan 2009. To see how far I had come,how much I had progress,how much more to chase,and others to forget. Back in the day,dated back in 1th day of 2009,I'm busy cheering and saying no to school,seeing my lil brother buying cloths and books for school,remind me,vividly,the moment where I'm studying. There lies the stories of no school moment until the beginning of May,where I chose the path to F6,then,it's school once again. I made my life a routine,wake up,school,back from school,sport,study *which I skipped most of the time* and sleep again. Had been slacking to long to realize that my grade didn't improve and to much chit-chatting does kill my time,as well as my studies! Grade fall,person changed,image ruined,life is like a series of disaster!
Today,I sat by a park,I sat down,thinking deep,real deep,dig out the nonsense,logically thinking and practically still thinking for a solution. My image had been labeled as bad attitude and volcanic type of tamper. I learn to snap photo,make it a profession. It grow me,professionally and more discipline toward my job. That is another world of me when I'm working. It's like Dr Jackle and Mr. Hyde. Two different person,different time and place!
When we say CHANGE,we can believe in it. People say: "nah,it's a easy job,everyone who is anyone can do it,why don't you?" I have another way of thinking about change. I have a gift from GOD in me,that is I can change people from negative to positive,sort of a advise,but all other advise,no mater you are a pro,religious or any other parties,your advise just don't work on me. That is weird,don't you'll think? Well,that is the truth. I can listened hours,days or even years,it just don't work! I just believe in my self,thinking and making a decision that I don't want to regret! For me,regret is just another form of mistake that finally we will live and ignore it,and do it again. Proper planing,strategies and deep thinking fall into me,every time when I'm about to make any decision! Doesn't matter,it's a small decision or big,it's just as important! Make a decision without regret and go on,that's me!
I've a hard time dealing with disappointment,I take me time to look back how silly I'm in those days,not hard for me to move on. Shits happened,take a peep,take a deep breath and move on,don't ever stranded your self with guilt,move on,leave the shits behind! Somehow,you meant a lot more to others than you really think!
My new year resolution,will cover for the next FIVE year! 2010-2015 I put up a dream,and I'm going to chase it,never let a chances passes by and regret it! I'm gonna do it! Believe me,I will! Exaggerate,is not me,I will not yell nor shout,hey,I made this,yo I did that,no,never! What I will made in future,that will be me,the dream I set to achieve! Somebody me! =)
Enough with the crapping,this is it!
every one,have a blessed 2010!
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